Its not as if I was stupid enough to think we'd be together forever, but i still wasnt ready for it at all. I thought that there would be more signs, I though i would have time to prepare and disconnect.
He took me to Nero. Somehow that makes it worse, not only did I get dumped in public but I had to drink Nero coffee whilst it was happening. Also due to the service being so slow I had to wait around for it to happen. Maybe I should have marched up to the counter and said "Excuse me, I know you're busy but I'm waiting to get my heart broken over here".
What can you say to someone that has fallen out of love with you? Its not his fault, he hasnt done anything wrong. Especially when i dont blame him, the state I'm in who could bring themselves to love me anyway? Not someone that needs to fix me. I'm broken and though he'd never admit it, he wanted someone whole.
I need someone to love me including all my damages; not just in spite of them.
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