Tuesday, 27 April 2010

Begin again from the beginning

I've learned more about myself this year than I have in the other 21. I always assumed that because i'd been through so much that I must have a good understanding of myself. But I think I was always in crisis mode, I was only being what was necessary for self preservation or what was needed to be there for other people. So I never learned how to just be what I am, but i'm learning now.

Things i've learned about myself in a year

- I care too much and that gets me hurt
- But I dont want to change that necessarily
- I'm addicted to work
- Forgiveness can save me as much as the other person
- Forgiveness doesnt make me weak
- Sometimes i'd rather watch tv in bed than go out and there's nothing wrong with that
- People are what matter to me most
- Just because i'm willing to give everything doesnt mean I should
- I need people both more and less than I think
- I'm not that bad really
- Being the best is overrated

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